pote 8a galinepsei afth h psixh mesa stwn matiwn sou tin fwtia ? pote epitelous afta ta xeilia den 8a anoi3oun gia na fwna3oun? pote 8a stamatisei na erxete poia afth h Abgh ka8e fora pou egw dn 8elw na er8ei...? ..tin wra pou egw eimai sidrofia me thn nyxta kai mou stelnei ta astra ths na mou skoupizoun to dakri ....esy glikia mou optasia koimase...h glikia psixh sou 3idebei allou afinodas ta matia sou na adikrizoun kati allo.... . kai an tolmisw ? kai an tolmisw me elafria bimata..enalafra kai enaera, na figw apo to oneiro sou ? .... na katsw apla apenadi sou kai ka8os 8a me trabane oi skies mesa se mia monaxikh gonia, egw, na tous afigoumai mia istoria agaphs pou den 3ekinise pote sigekrimena kai pada plisiazoume , anases, to telos ths , xwris omos na yparxei telos . ka8os 8a me tyligoune gia na me apomakrinoune...nathn h abgh pali...hr8e aproskalesth...egw tous zitaw liga defterolepta akoma na xazepsw tin morfh sou na koimatai !... thn zwgrafizw sto mialo mou kai tin 8imamai...san enan braxo dinamis..mono pou kapios apomakrine ton hxo kai tin afh .... ! kai den exw 3exasei thn afh sou..... pws einai ta xeria mou na se agizoun kai na se ma8enoun . den exoun 3exasei ta xeilia mou tin gefsh twn filiwn sou . oute o lemos mou afise thn 8imish ths anapnohs sou pano tou ta bradia pou ta3idebame agalia..se enan kosmo polly makrino apo edw....!se enan kosmo opou ta asteria htan oi barkes mas kai 8alassa o ouranos olos...na aplonete me ta xrwmata tou xaramatos brosta mas etimos na ton e3erebnisoume..xeri xeri...blema me blema...me mia anasa olon ! kai san na xtipaei h kardia pio dinata apo ka8e allh fora... san na kodozigonei o kairos ths adamoshs.... kai oi sires ateliotes gia na grapsw se mia o8onh kati erwtiko pou pigazei apo tin psixh ths kardias mou ! kai to apofasizw !!! pernw maxeri kai kobw ta ftera mou sta dyo !! den exw pou na paw . prostatepsemai . h kardia mou miazei sidrimia pou merika kommatia koli8ikan apo ta dika sou xeria . kai den exw pou na paw . afilo3enos olos o kosmos kai mikros...sigouria mono mesa sthn agalia sou ! kai den exw pou na paw ..gt opou paw bgazei se esena ! oloi oi dromoi mou esy ! mono esy ! kai ka8e fora pou ftanw adie3odo stekomai monh... kai 8imwnw... pws kateli3a pali adie3odo ? pio la8os monopati pira ? kai sfirilatimena dakria katrakilane me ligh sigatabatikh boi8ia apo ton eafto mou ! to "einai" mou tremei sigero ! fobatai twn hxo ths siophs pou to bi8izw....mexri pou pernw ton dromo tou gyrismou kai se sinadw pali... W.. latremenh mou melodia...... se akouw apo ta perata tou ypokosmou pou bgika...kai se akolou8w... ! Pou me pas ? ... dn 3ereis e ? kala den pirazei... outos h allos den prosexw thn diadromh...apla thn apolambanw ...opos kai an einai oi dromoi opou me pas...ka8e fora pio kakotraxiloi apo pote...! kai nomizw aggele mou oti exeis anagh aftous tous disbastaxtous dromous...na deis ama borw na tous perpatisw me ta gimna mou podia... ermeo twn sin8ikwn... ! paraponiemai ka8e toso gia ta xalikia pou me matwnoun kai pou dn borw na ta apofigw kai esy rixneis piso sou aga8ina stefania gia na patisw.....ma egw akoma perpataw.... stekomai piso sou....gyrna kai koita3emai... se akolou8w ! sou fwnazw xwris na milw... posh agaph sou exw kai latria.... monadikh optasia sto atelioto grizo fodo... kai psaxnw gia ligo xrwma... kati blepw.... san na lefkenei to grizo sou..... kai tote xamogelo xaras erxete na fotisei to prwsopo mou...8a se ftasw lew mesa mou.... kai dn epibradineis ..ma egw se akolou8w..mesa apo ta stena sou monopatia pou den xorane polloi... palebw na xwresw egw....! gyrnas pote pote gia mia agalia...kai sou tin dinw... pio triferh apo pote...gemath storgh kai agaph ..gia na 3ekourasteis pou perpatises toso... kai se koitw sta matia...to blepw...eisai etimh na 3ekiniseis pali....! se blepw apla na egatalipeis tin agalia mou kai na perneis pali ton dromo sou....argw na 3ekinisw...8elw na filakisw tin stigmh stin mnimh mou..na mn tin 3exasw pote... kai sinexizw ! kourazomai....kourazomai polly psixh mou...kai 8elw na stamatisw... 8elw na pw ftanei ! den borw na proxorisw allo . peftoun ta logia dikopa san maxeria...! ti mi3h arage na egine otan eno8ike to dakri me to aima ? kai e3aplo8ike o ponos gyro mas...mas tyli3e omixlh kai den blepoume apo to mabro sinnefo....den me psaxneis ma se blepw...axna...ma se blepw... sikonomai .. kai apla akolou8w tin morfh sou sto skotadi... ftanw apo piso sou kai sou dinomai ! psixh kai swma sto prosferw san 8isia ston bomo ths agaphs sou... san e3ilewsh ths adinamias mou....kai tote me koitas ! exw xa8ei mipos ? .... exw xasei ka8e logikh ? afth h omixlh me ekane na akolou8isw la8os plasma ? ma ta matia pou me koitane afth th stigmh mesa sto skotadi miazoun me ta matia 3otikou !! ta exw 3anadei sou lew! kapou ekei..mesa sta parami8ia... pou milane gia ta krimena omorfa plasmata tou dasous ! den se brika...me brikes ! se eida kai me eides ! mn stamatas na me koitas.... borw na katsw mesa stin broxh ateliotes wres apla na koitazw ta matia sou... na menw ka8ilomenh ana tous aiwnes pou pernane ametoxoi apo dipla mou bros twn matiwn sou tin floga kai tin 8alporh. kai edw telionoun oi le3eis mou...kai arxizoun apla oi pli8ora eikwnwn ...stibagmenes me agaph sto mialo mou... kai apla mono na sta zwgrafisw borw an to 8eleis.... ma kai apla stin agalia mou na eisai..pali..esy esy.. 8a to eblepes mono ! kai den 8a pw koubeda erwtikh...mono na thn e3igisw...gt mia koubeda dn mou ftanei na sou pw . kai akoma psaxnw afthn thn mia kai monadikh le3h pou den yparxei...kai pou ekfrazei... to agno..ilikrinestato kai pio ali8ino apola sines8ima ths psixhs mou pros esena ! latremenh optasia ! <3
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