paralirima

exw meres na grapsw.....isos dn eixa xrono.....isos na mhn h3era ti na sou grapsw...! sixna koitaw thn o8onh kai ahdiazw apo tin texnologia..omos...afth yparxei twra..afth me peribalei . aftes tis meres h psixologia mou einai ypo tou midenos ! pernane dipla mou skoupidia...mikra kai asimada...parasirmena apo ton aera.. kai xamilwnw to kefali apo droph, pistebodas stin ipsilesterh a3ia tous ! kai oxi..dn prokite ena megalo bol pagoto kai 2 koutia sokolatakia na me kanoun na niosw kalitera..oute xartomadila , melo tenies, kai sokolata tourta na mn klapsw ! merikes fores  to diamerisma opou menw mou fenete asfixtika mikro ..kai tote einai pou arxizw na to latrebw . poso malon otan brexei ! ka8omai e3w sto balkoni na koitaw tis psixales me ena tsigaro kai enan kafe sto xeri kai gia prwth fora afhnw ton anemo na parasirei ta malia mou aferodas to kokalaki pou ta stirizei pano . den skeftomai kati...kai ostoso exw xiliades problimata sto mialo mou . prosfata ezisa mias meras ton erwta......ligo mesa sthn agalia tou 3otikou mou....kai hr8an ta panw katw ! h sidelia . isos to timima tou na koitw ta matia tou oneirou mou <3 !  den 8a to xortena pote....oute 2 zwes den 8a mou eftanan gia na tou lew oti to agapaw <3 ...kiomos anagastika....anagastika na to afisw piso mou kai na 3anafigw ..pada me tin iposxesh oti 8a 3anar8w . pada ekei gia afto to 3otiko <3 !  den me noia3ane ta piso pou afina otan pigena na to sinadisw....kai den me enia3an oi epiptoseis tou girismou mou otan anagazomoun na to afisw . mono afthn thn spania omorfia eixa sto mialo mou ! toso...ma toso spania .  8a daniza efxaristos ta matia mou gia liges stigmes  se enan tyflo, na eblepe to ogdoo 8abma, na eblepe oti pio omorfo se afth th zwh , kai meta na ta eperna piso ...giati dn borw xwris na koitaw ta matia tou erwta mou . padou kai pada , se ola kai gia ola, isos einai ta ola, aftos o erwtas mou . afth h agaph mou . afto to oneiro mou . twra eimai makria tou pali . kai zw me psifiakes anamniseis ligo prin koimi8w pada.  akoma kai sta oneira mou...radebou sta asteria !  na foraei to omorfo endima tou enastrou ouranou, kai ena kommati fegari sta malia, kai to fws tou feggariou na tonizei ta matia tou erwta mou <3 ....poso omorfa matia exei.... matia erwtika, gemata pa8os, matia  floges ! oxi...dn 8a m eftanan 2 zwes . :) <3 ... kai kapos etsi..... 3exanw ta problimata mou ... san na m dinei dinamh kai kouragio . radebou kai apopse sta asteria....pano sto pio agapimeno sou.... pano sthn Afrodith <3 ....

BI8ISMENH POLITIA

poso efkolo einai na xalasei oloklirh psixologia mesa apo kapoious asimadous an8rwpous pou katafernoun ostoso na  se pligwnoun kai na se nebriazoun ? 8imamai kapote enan gero...pou mou iposxe8ike mia barka.. oti 8a er8ei na me parei...kai an den er8ei 8a er8ei ekeinh apo monh ths . kai ektote megalwsa.... kai o geros pe8ane...ostoso akoma perimenw ekeinh thn barka. mia barka na er8ei na me parei.... kai na  koulouriastw mesa ths me ta mabra mou endimata...na koimi8w me to nanourisma ths 8alassas pou 8a me ta3idebei me ta kimata ths kapou! opou 8elei afth ! kai otan 3ipnisw na mn briskomai se kamia akth swtirias ! apla na plew gia meres.....na mn exw ais8ish tou xronou ! isos na to paratrabi3w apo fadasias kai na pros8esw mia dosh magias...!  isos na ara3w odos me thn barka m se ena nhsi kai na me psaxnoun oloi ma kanenas na mhn me briskei sto nhsi to erhmo pou 8a eimai . kai egw leei na borw na tous blepw....kai na efxaristiemai pou dn me briskoun !  pou den me akoune tis nyxtes pou 8a klew me anafilita..na sparazw stin paralia tou nhsiou...kai me arga bimata ponou na katef8inomai sto skotino pelagos....perpataw...kai xanomai apo ta matia sou . mhn perimeneis na 3anaanadi8w ! twra pleon 8a me breis stin agalia tou bi8ou ths , kapou anamesa sta koralia kai tous yfalous...na skaei to kormi mou ston kerabnobolimeno braxo tou ponou . psixh mou anadiomenh.....bi8isou ! apopse afth h gh den mas xwra ! apopse afth h paralia einai polly mikrh ! apopse den agapaw tipota kai kanenan ! apopse apla diagrafw tin nyxta san na mhn yparxei ..kai lew pws eimai tyflh !diagrafw tous hxous gyro mou !  apopse ....psixh mou oneiropolousa...8a figoume mazi se mia bi8ismenh politia  !

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